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Hey guys! For an exclusive time, ill be making flatcolor icons for $1 / 100 pts each! 
The canvas size is 666x644, but if youd like a different canvas size ill be happy to oblige! Mass orders are appreciated - theres no limit to how many you order!
Order yours in the comments, or DM me on discord - Chrystaliixx#7034
EXAMPLES:
Artfight Xyth by Ashiirr Artfight Marble by Ashiirr Artfight Calen And Shire by Ashiirr Artfight Alan by Ashiirr Artfight Annex by Ashiirr Artfight Chrys by Ashiirr

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Want to commission me for a custom? Now is the time to do so! For a limited time offer, customs are now $1 each! Either note me, comment on this journal, or DM me on discord (Chrystaliixx#7034) if you're interested! You will be asked to fill out the form below!
Species:
Gender:
Palette, Aesthetics(optional):
Anthro or Feral:
Anything Specific?:

 EXAMPLE:
Free Custom by Ashiirr





Created by KathleenMitch
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I hate to be the one to vent about something so little and It's embarrassing that this is even an issue, but it has come to my attention that this is literally destroying me. It's stupid to let this get to me but as a workaholic its simply in my nature. I refuse to give myself a break because productivity is my number one priority- without it, I feel the day is wasted. Even if I sketched that day, its not enough. It has to be shaded, lined, and colored every. Single. Day. And its dumb, but its destroying me because some days I simply do not have the energy- but I force myself to, causing myself to become stressed and drained because im overexpressing myself because in my mind this is the only thing that will make me a useful person. I feel art is all I have to rely on the future and if I dont flex this muscle as much as possible im going to lose the future I might have but I know im ruining myself by working this hard because im only 14 and burning myself out on a job that doesnt even exist. I just hate this endless cycle of feeling like im not good enough - my art isnt good enough, and incompletion is failure in my eyes and I dont know how to stop it. It's destroying me and im decaying myself and wearing down my own ability to work even at such a young age. I need to find a way out of this rut because if I dont im going to overwork myself to the point I hate art and im going to have no future. Im just scared I guess and im stuck in this set of mind that every sketch has to be finished or it isnt good enough- and It's exhausting. I cant take it anymore. Im burning myself out. Everything is painful and art is a chore but I am at the point I dont know how to relax anymore. I dont know why im typing this- I just want to reassure myself im good enough but I cant. If it isnt perfect, im worthless. Its worthless and ive lost everything. Its ridiculous and I hate having this mindset, its ruining me and its ridiculous.

If I take a small break from art, now you know why.
Dont be alarmed if I fall inactive.
Im just trying to fix it.


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Lost Adopt!

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Can someone help me find the owner of Alan By Yrwys-dbpblsr by Ashiirr??? Id love to credit them!

Created by KathleenMitch
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thats right, chrys got a redesign so im ready to blow all my money on pagedolls and headshots. Drop ur commissions below~
I have abt 500 pts and $5 in my paypal, im willing to buy more pts tho

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